Here I am again..God, I'm confused!
I seriously don't know what I'm doing in this world! My best friend has suddenly stopped telling me things, I know she's hurting - she just broke up with her boyfriend and they were together for like 2 years! She's talking to everyone but me! What have I done!?
And I can't focus on school anymore, I have to much on my mind! I only have one year left, you know! I should be able to focus, but I'm not! I really try, but it's sooo hard!
I don't know what to do anymore!

And all my friends here..it seems like the only thing they're thinking about is parties and alcohol! I'm starting to think that I've outgrown them during the summer! I've changed, I got new perspectives!
God..what can I do!?